why was I about to give up the best thing I've ever had?
was I afraid?
just annoyed?
on CRACK?!?!

well the truth is I don't really know.
all I know now is that I'm finally just content with what I have.
a lover.
a friend.
an everything.
a girl.
yes. I am in love with a girl.
I suppose it was just inevitable.
but yet I am not a lesbian, so PLEASE don't classify me as one.

She was right in front of me all that time..
I guess I took that for granted..
we were lovers for so long, but I wouldn't call her my "girlfriend"
to me it's stupid, pointless, and cheap.
but I realized it was what she wanted. so in turn, what I wanted.
I'd do anything to keep her happy.




so I just thought I'd share this new piece of news with people who won't even read it.
oh well.
I said it.